Ill again

I don't know whether to post now.  I am feeling quite down.  I have been a bit ill this week.  Today is the last day of term and instead of being at school handing out Christmas cards to children and listening to Christmas music and being merry, here i am lying in bed.

I have a hard time mentally adjusting to being ill, i have decided.  I spend a long time wrestling with just how ill am i and am i being a huge fraud and should i just get on with it. 

Anyway, i don't want to dwell on what has lead me to this point, it's more that i want to get myself out of this lethargy. 

i just decided to take a photo booth photo of how im looking right now to break up this post and i think the results were really funny!!!

So i started wanting to take a photo with just my current facial expression as i have been typing and here is the result:

I thought this looked so hilariously dire, that it made me smile so i took another one while i was smiling:

 Can you see the smile???  this made me smile even more including feeling up to my eyes, so i took another one...

 At least it made me think if that's the best i can do its prob best not to be at school!!

So plan of action for today, in manor (hehe, actually mean manner i think!) of snow day post.

• shower
• write christmas cards
• make muffins
• go to town?
• enquire about money
• get replacement cirque tickets
• put laundry away
• make paper chains.

We'll see how it goes.  i had a fever head rush just writing the list!  maybe food should be on there somewhere...